As I reflect on this past year, I am filled with gratitude, awe, and a deep sense of accomplishment. This year has been transformative in ways I could never have imagined, and it feels right to pause and honor all that has unfolded.
First and foremost, this has been the year I fully embraced myself as Ava. Choosing my name was an act of love, a declaration to the world of who I am and who I’m becoming. It wasn’t just a change of name but a proclamation of my truth. Living into my identity as a genderqueer woman has been both liberating and challenging. There were moments of joy, like when a friend used my name without hesitation or when I saw my reflection and finally felt at home. There were also difficult days, navigating the misunderstandings of others and the weight of societal expectations. But through it all, I felt God’s unwavering presence, reminding me that I am beautifully and wonderfully made.
This year was also a season of creativity and purpose. I continued blogging—a passion that never seems to fade—and found new ways to connect with my readers. Writing hundreds of sermons over the years prepared me for a deeper exploration of my faith and its intersection with the complexities of life. The words came from study and my soul, reflecting the love I carry for my congregation in Miami, nestled in the vibrant financial district.
Speaking of the church, this year brought exciting opportunities. Our continued exploration of a potential senior living facility in Palm Beach Gardens was a testament to our mission: caring for one another across all stages of life. It’s thrilling to imagine what the future might hold, knowing our work could bless so many.
I found solace in music. As always, Freddie Mercury, Elton John, and Annie Lennox were my muses, their voices inspiring and encouraging me to dream bigger and live louder. Walking with the Lord for 30 years, I’ve learned that faith isn’t always quiet; sometimes, it’s a bold anthem, a melody that lifts your spirit when the world feels heavy.
Of course, life’s transitions weren’t limited to personal revelations. As a pastor, I walked alongside others in their journeys—grieving losses, celebrating milestones, and witnessing the power of community. Serving in the PC(USA) for decades has taught me that ministry is never static; it’s a dynamic, living reflection of God’s love.
This year’s highlight has been the simple yet profound moments: a quiet walk at sunrise, laughter shared with loved ones, or a child’s unfiltered joy during Sunday service. These moments reminded me that while transformation is grand, it’s also deeply rooted in the everyday.
As 2024 draws to a close, I feel ready for whatever lies ahead. I’m entering the new year with faith, hope, and an open heart. Thank you to everyone who has journeyed with me for being part of this incredible chapter. Here’s to a future full of grace and endless possibilities.
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